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I just want my dog back.....

Discussion in 'Emotional Support' started by Muttkip, Apr 14, 2014.

  1. Muttkip

    Muttkip Good Dog

    That's all I want, I want my dog back. My best friend of 11 years, my furry little soul-mate.

    I miss my shadow, I want to hear him bay his head off again. I want to chase him down the road at 4 in the morning screaming my head off being so mad that he got loose and wouldn't come when I called him. I want his cocky and smug look he got when he got into trouble. I want his undying devotion and love back.

    I miss my jackass, my dog who was the epitome of a jerk, whose world was me. I miss he crooked tail, his long hound dog ears and his soft brown eyes. I miss him so much it hurts. I find myself having a hard adjusting back into a normal life without him. I have fits of rage and crying to the point of panic attacks.

    I NEVER thought losing Beau would effect me this badly, I have his collar under my pillow and I cling to it every night and I sob myself to sleep and I feel so guilty about the way he died, I didn't even give him one last day with me. I killed my dog in a vet office without even letting him have a cheeseburger.

    This is normal right?

    I guess I just miss the hell out of him and I just want MY dog back I miss him :(
     

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